Lots to talk about

I haven't written in a while so I have a lot to talk about. It'll cover multiple topics, so bear with me. First I'm still at a loss of people saying one thing and doing another. Hence the ghosting way of things. I get people are going through stuff, and they're trying to figure out who they are, what they're doing in their life and whatever else may be weighing on their mind but if someone is generally checking in on you, you can't take 2 minutes to respond even send an emoji with a thumbs up, something. It's so frustrating for a person like me who's old school. I guess it's something I'm going to have to learn to work on is, no response is a response and let that crap go! We don't always get the answers or the closure we need and we have to be okay with that. So for someone like me that's very hard to do but I'm going to have to learn that or I'm going to keep having very hard lessons in my life and I'm tired of hard. 

Second I am over the weather, we went from snow/ice to rain and flooding. Maybe it's being cooped up that's got me feeling like this. I mean it could be worse right? 

Third been dealing with covid and I'm over this cough but what I'm really over is not being able to taste! I have to give a big shout out to my bestie who had covid four times and didn't taste anything for almost two and a half years! Girl I don't know how you did it. My daughter has been dealing with covid and the flu! Bless her because I wouldn't have been as good about as she has been. That is one tough kid, for the stuff she's been through in her short little life. 

Fourth put more energy and time into the people and things I enjoy, and less energy and time to the people and things that don't matter. Take more time for the ones who show with action not with words that they want to be part of my life because life is too short and we're not promised tomorrow. So with that being said if you hear from me you know you made the cut and if not I wish you well. I pray that whatever y'all are going through you know you are worthy and loved. That this too shall pass and everything's going to be all right. If you made it this far thanks for reading and God bless.