Going missing


 Missing:

Today I'm going missing

I don't want to be found

I'm disappearing for a while 

Let silence be my sound 


I want to get my head straight 

And find myself again 

I've lost all my direction

It's been replaced with pain


It's nothing you have done wrong

You've not drove me away

My mind has got real fuzzy 

And the clouds have all gone grey


I can't even explain it

Because I'm not sure myself 

All I know is I've been struggling 

With my mental health 


I think I'm OK one day 

The next I'm full of tears 

I know I've never told you 

But I've felt like this for years 


Didn't want to be a burden 

And make you feel sad too

That's why I've made my mind up

It's something I must do 


I will talk when I'm ready

Thanks a lot for being there 

I'll call you when I need you 

Please keep me in your prayers 


Rachael Burton  wrote this

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