I will forgive myself and know my worth


 I will forgive myself, believe in myself and know I am worthy just as I am 🫶💜

I am my own worse critic. Nobody can hurt me like I can hurt myself. I'm very hard on myself and I'm learning self care and self love. 2025 is going to be the start of me loving myself and giving myself grace. I'm no longer going to allow negative thoughts to ruin my day or how God sees me. I'm going to say no to things I don't want to do or to people who waste my time by not being truthful and not feel bad about it. I'm going to say yes to things or people who make me happy, accept me like I am and that will be a positive impact in my life. One thing I have realized in 2024 is I'm a fix it kind of person and if I can't fix it I'm really hard on myself. I learned that I'm not God and I need to get out of His way to help people when I can not clearly do it. I can pray for them and with them but do not take on their burden or problems. Only God can change a person, all I can do is let them know they are not alone in this world. If you truly know me then you know I give more chances then I should. I want this New Year to be about healthy boundaries, only helping when it's not toxic for me, to be a light, and to really understand what God wants me to do. I do pray if your reading this that you are blessed and that 2025 is good to you. If you come across trials and storms that you know God loves you and He is working everything out for His glory. Always remember everything is gonna be alright🙏

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