Thoughts and Questions 🤔❓

 I have a lot of thoughts and questions. As most of you know a man named Charlie Kirk was shot and killed while at a college. I had never heard of him until now. I went and looked him up and watched a few of his videos.  From what I can see, hear and tell he was very much a Christian and didn't harm anyone or cause problems. What it looks like was he wanted to do was hear people's views and then tell them what the Bible said about it or tell them about God and Jesus but what do I know...I mean really I'm a hot mess, lol. What I can say is everyone has there own beliefs and opinions but I don't think going around kill each other over them is going to help get people to see our ways. I've always heard love the person but hate the sin. I do try my very best to love everyone and to help people. Just ask those closest to me, they will tell you. It's so bad that I have almost lost my life over helping people. You would say then that's the wrong people to be helping but I would say doesn't everyone deserve a chance? I would like to think most people are good and even if they have done some crappy things there is good in them. Now don't get me wrong I do know that some are just plain evil. I wonder how we as Americans got this way? I mean yes we have always had good and evil but I'm talking about how have we become numb or desensitize to someone being killed or hurt? I say for crying out loud people laugh at this stuff, they take out their phones and record it. What happened to helping someone in need? Maybe it's the age we are living in. Everything is right at our fingertips. We want what we want and we want it now! It's so crazy to me to see this. Maybe it's because I grew up in the 80's. I honestly don't know, I have my thoughts and ideas but does that mean I should be killed for them? Then there is September 11th, 2001 we all or most of us know what happened then. Think back to that time and those months afterwards. We as a Nation came together. There was more kindness, we looked out for each other, we showed love and we came together as a whole. I'm not saying that bad things were still not happening but during that time it was different we were different we were more compassionate, understanding, patient, helpful and we did what we could for each other. You could feel it, see it and hear it. Then I guess over time we forgot, life got more busier, more social media platforms, more negative on the news and we slowly just quit caring about our neighbors. Let's add to that covid came along and we were all locked away from each other for a year. Not to mention some people believe it and others did not. Then we started attacking each other over things like is it real or just BS, who or who didn't get the shot. Family and friends were hurtful to each other, we lost family and friends over what we believed, it divided us. I think this was a time we really started to lose our humanity for others and it's just gotten worse. I don't know about you but life is hard and I'm tried of walking around on egg shells. I do think there is a right way and a wrong way to say what you want to say. It's not what you say it how you say it which also means your body language. We can agree to disagree. I will Tell you my thoughts and you can tell me yours. Then let's go get some food. Let's spread Love and Joy instead of hate and darkness. I'm sure some of you reading this will be upset with what I said and others will agree, all I can say is I love you, how can I pray for you and God Bless You 🙏