Southern Yankee

 I will forgive myself, believe in myself and know I am worthy just as I am 🫶💜 I am my own worse critic. Nobody can hurt me like I can hurt myself. I'm very hard on myself and I'm learning self care and self love. 2025 is going to be the start of me loving myself and giving myself grace. I'm no longer going to allow negative thoughts to ruin my day or how God sees me. I'm going to say no to things I don't want to do or to people who waste my time by not being truthful and not feel bad about it. I'm going to say yes to things or people who make me happy, accept me like I am and that will be a positive impact in my life. One thing I have realized in 2024 is I'm a fix it kind of person and if I can't fix it I'm really hard on myself. I learned that I'm not God and I need to get out of His way to help people when I can not clearly do it. I can pray for them and with them but do not take on their burden or problems. Only God can change a person, all...

 "Be sad but get up. You don’t have to shower. You can put on the same clothes you wore yesterday or stay in your pajamas. Nobody will care. The sky is blue, wildflowers are blooming by the side of the road. Strangers have stories to tell. Go for a walk, go for a drive, go to a greenhouse, a bookstore, a movie theater. You can stay in bed but nothing is going to happen there. Sometimes you’ve really just got to get the hell up." I know it hurts the pain you feel but you must get up to try and live. If you don't you will just be forgotten like all the rest. Don't become a memory, live like God made you for and go out shine your light into the world 

                      The Addict and The Cutter He was handsome with his eyes of blue but you could always tell when he used. He used to numb the pain, so he didn't have to feel a thing. She was an average girl who loved too much and it cost her how she felt and her mental health. She cut to feel something other than numb. Both of them wanting someone to love. They thought they had found it in each other but the love they shared was just mirrors and smoke because without trust their love was a joke. So he kept on using and she cut on her skin the question is which one of them will die first because both things they do can make a life end.                             I knew a girl I knew a girl who liked to draw, she drew pictures that nobody saw. She was most artistic late at night, in the bathroom out of sight. She kept a secret no one knew, she didn't tell a sou...

 Well it's Friday the 13th and a full moon on Monday. Are you superstitious? Some times it seems that way especially when it's been a week from he double hockey stick! We only have a few weeks left of 2024 and I had prayed that this year would better than last year but I feel like 2024 said hold my beer and watch this. So we shall see how this year ends. Goodnight and Happy Friday the 13 th